12:48 AM Monday, September 14, 2009
now i was crying..
everyday..every night...i also cant past my heart..
i miss my grandmum until now..
half years ago..she leave us half years...
but...i crying everyday...
i love her..love her..even lost my life i also want to protect her..
but y don't give me the chance?
my tears cant stop to drop out..
my heart so pain..
y she go so fast??
y don't she bring me also??y she want to leave me..??
i beg the sky..let me c her one more time...
let me touch her one more time..
i don't want to touch her cool face..
y wan treat me like that??
i most love her..she is the 1st place in my heart..
i love her even lost my life..
i just want to change her back..use my life..use my everything..
want me to become a animal..what i also can..
i just don't want bring her go..
i miss u..i miss u...
u say..i am the grandson that u most love..ya i know...
i say to u..u is my grandmother forever..
even next life..i don't want to lost u...
is my fault..i din care u as well when u stay beside me..
but now..i know wrong ady..
u say u don't want i crying..ok..i don't cry front u...
my birthday wish..just only one...
popo..come back to me..
let me see one more time..let me hug u pls...i so long din c u ady...i wanna hug u tight..
i don't wan evil bring u..bring me pls....
i really need u...do u know..my tears cant stop now...
how u want to belief that i really love u??
all grandson is forgot u..but i don't have...
u always life in my heart..
when i scared..i scream at my heart...talk to u...
call u everyday..but i still cant meet u..y?
every time when i thinking of u...
my tears will drop out...
with my pain pain pain heart...
i miss u..neh neh...pls let me hug u one more time...
i really need u...